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[Jana]

Taking the syrian rue tincture prior to bed I think increases my dreams.
I saw this fri morning as a bunch of catfish as big as whales in a bay, from a great height of a spiral tower roadway.
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20081109/ap_on_re_eu/eu_russia_submarine

The end sequence of this mornings dream involved running indoors to escape fire

For some reason I seem to dream of events in Russian subs, I had a dream about sub psychological psi experiments around the 2000 Russian sub event.

[Jana]

11/9/08 am
I was talking with a very engaging tall dark handsome man and this pesky women kept hanging around and interfering (mosquito lady). This gave me a rejection-shock charge in the brain core…the shock was the same shape as the Inner Candle practice I am using to overcome rejection poisoning of my neurochemistry. This confirms that the shape I am using a 3” cylinder through the braincore is the correct shape for rejection-rewiring. I also noted that my natural impulse prior to having skill for dealing with such things would be to reject myself and push the man away onto the interfering women in order to stop the pain and shock. Since my dreams the last two morning were precog, this one also might be, which means I better start looking for a tall, dark handsome man to interact with and see if the female pester emerges.
NB: the Inner Candle can be done while on your back listening to binaural music with ear phones on…and you can do the mind-meld pressure lock with both thumbs in the inner eye sockets and the index fingers in a triangle at the top of the forehead. Again remember to let the body go into complete jellyfish state.

11/8/08 am
The precog dream of me and others running indoors to get away from fire, came prior to me listening to Aussie/Kiwi accounts of the Bali bombing on BBC…as the 3 that allegedly undertook the bombing were executed. The fact that we were running indoors away from the fire is a new type of event in consciousness for me, in that it is pulling me into looking into the nature of the bombing itself.

 I suspect that it was CIA that gave those 3 Muslims the explosive. Or alternatively it was the Mossad as the explosive was said to be a type known as military C4 plastic explosive, tracked to a manufacture in Israel. Altho later assessment classed it as something else constituting what amounts to a thermobaric explosive. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/2002_Bali_bombings

This makes Israel & the Neocons implicated in both 911 and Bali…and could have been working for the Neocons or separately on their own agenda of inflaming world anger and encouraging the allies into a Middle East War. Mossad terror network operations are working hard to draw the western world into war for Israeli and U.S conquest. The Bali bombings killed 190 people; this explosion may have been caused by a micro nuke of the type now been considered ( by the Bush Cabal ) as a possible weapon in the up coming war in Iraq.
Thus the Christians and the Jews are generating false flags using Muslim fall guys in order to get control of Middle East oil. Screw me once and you might as well screw me again.
http://www.informationclearinghouse.info/article1451.htm

July 23, 2002 Secret British memo dated Assumes President Bush had already decided to go to war with Iraq.
mid-2002 The Iraq war began in with intensive air strikes under the guise of enforcing the southern no-fly zone over the country.
Oct. 11, 2002 Congress authorizes an attack on Iraq.
Oct. 12 2002  the Bali bombings occurred
Mar. 21, 2003  The major phase of the war begins with heavy aerial attacks on Baghdad and other cities.

http://www.infoplease.com/spot/iraqtimeline2.html

[Jana]

The shock of rejection stimulates a self-rejection impulse in the brain, however if we build up the inner core and fortify the self-nurturing, self-love wiring in the brain as a daily practice, then when others reject us we no longer initiate a powerful anaesthetizing reaction. In this way we can rise above the shifting tides of primate bonding clicks and exclusionary tactics to maintain our emotional equilibrium. Along with the Inner Arts in my book Biology of Kundalini I have established some more Neuroemotional kinesthetic-Sensory-Visual techniques specifically for core building.

[henry]

dreaming that old dragon dream today. Jana, thanks for your research and inquiry into kundalini. i can visit an obscure alchemy website and there is BOK. i'm a longtime reader and still pre-bubbly. not asking for advice, but expressing appreciation . important subject ...henry

[jimtzu]

. Along with the Inner Arts in my book Biology of Kundalini I have established some more Neuroemotional kinesthetic-Sensory-Visual techniques specifically for core building.

would you like to share those with us Jana?

[Jana]

Hi Guys,
The theory is that if one changes ones brain one changes ones destiny. These patterns of stimulus/response get set up in the unconscious origins of our first few years. If we fail to create the neurology for different stimulus/response, we will continue to get from the world what we have always got...and this formulates our unconscious beliefs that perpetuate the "vibe" others are responding to in us.

THE INNER MARRIAGE
Following are some Inner Arts for overcoming the hemispheric schism and building the core-self. These practices slowly change the baseline brain state by using Neuroemotional kinesthetic-Sensory-Visual techniques to facilitate the inner marriage.

Methods of integrating the Hemispheres include: Rapid shifting of the eyes side to side (EMDR--Eye Movement Desensitization Reprocessing Therapy), or any binaural therapy such as throwing an object from hand to hand, walking, or Emotional Freedom Technique (tapping) would help overcome the brain damaging effect of rejection and build confidence. Crossing over the body movement or body positions as well as art and dance would also help ease up the anesthetizing effect in the central hemispheric cross communications. See the Inner Arts and Kundalini Skills on my website. Binaural music, especially the Sound of the Sun and water charged with this vibration.
• Inner Candle—Do the innersmile – feeling the jaw is a curved dish. On this dish imagine a 3” candle rising through the brain. With lids closed turn your eyeballs up at the top of your head to observe the flame of the imaginary candle. Inner Candle is like a force field of strength and uplift that can be done throughout the day while walking, in the bath or anytime as a method of generating Presence and a priori happiness. You can generate a permanent Inner Candle, remembering to look skyward, eyes open, to feed on the light and glory of your own being.
• Core Building—Lie on your back, left hand is over the rightside of the heart in the center of the chest fingers pointing down to the right. Right hand is over your back between the scapula on the right side of the spine. Do the Inner Candle in this position; it is good to have a flickering candle going by the bed and be listening to music such as Jeffery Thompson’s Awakened Mind System #2.
• Repatterning—Binaural music and meditation slows the brainwaves, increasing electrical fluctuations in the brain, changing the neural structure and pushing the brain to reorganize itself at a more complex higher level. Sungazing, by charging the brain core and increasing hemispheric synchronization is also advised during Neuroemotional repatterning periods.
• Cosmic Jellyfish—Lying on your stomach with the head to one side; do a mind-meld-two-pointer by pressing the thumb tip in the crook where the nose meets the eye brow and the index finger pointing up to press on the middle of the head just over the ridge of the forehead. Do the Inner Candle while in this position and drop your whole body relaxing it completely into a jellyfish state. Turn your head and do the same thing on the other side.
• Complex Inner Candle Meditation— the Inner Candle can be done while on your back listening to binaural music with ear phones on…and you can do the mind-meld pressure lock with both thumbs in the inner eye sockets and the index fingers in a triangle at the top of the forehead. Again remember to let the body go into complete jellyfish state.
• The Spinal Shower— is a 3” column of water falling on the head and spine is I think the most profound “unblocker” of higher neurological integration….allowing a deeper synthesis of consciousness to occur.

[Jana]

Found one of the most important techniques this morning for repatterning consciousness.

• Upright Walking—When changing life patterns one has to restructure the body created by the past, or else the behavioral and social patterns will still continue. Upright walking is one of the most effective ways of repatterning consciousness. Go for a walk and keep your eyes looking at eye height or higher, ie: you will be looking at tree tops, roofs and sky. You may find this difficult at first but keep working into the position by easing out the kinks in your jaw and neck. This position puts the head correctly on the spine, breathing is lower into the lungs, digestion is assisted and shoulders are naturally down and back. The brain gets fed more blood and oxygen and is able to detox and drain better. You will probably find you have to spend considerable energy and effort in the beginning. As resistance to change arises in the jaw, yawn those blockages away. It helps to emote or make sounds to break out of the more down trodden, head forward stance most of us normally walk around in. Pain may be felt in the facial muscles as they have to let go of their former set. Rub a thin film of Magnesium chloride liquid on your face and neck prior to your walk; this will assist in the decontraction process.
The longer your upright walk the more lasting its influence will be on the rest of your life. If you do go for an epic upright walk, say of 4 or more hours then have an Epsom salt bath directly afterwards to prevent muscle soreness. As we break out of our dog beaten stance we stand up tall in the stream of life and the change in our brain chemistry magically creates a whole new life—as structure determines fate. For pineal health do not wear sunglasses on your walks but take some with you in case you have to walk towards the sun and have to be directly looking at it with your upright gaze. You will find it impossible to be depressed during an upright walk and if you do the Inner Candle at the same time, you can bathe in the perpetual honey of your own noble being.
 

[Jana]

Since this posture increases energy into the brain you may feel unsettled and disorientated for a while afterward. If you continue with upright walking as a daily practice you will lose this sense of discomfort and establish a new equilibrium and personality reflecting your loss of rigidity and increased Flow. As you move into Whole person functioning you will notice parts of you that were stagnant come alive and you will discover newfound gifts you didn’t know you had. As your brain and head come alive, so too does your heart and the rest of your bodymind as well.

This is the key to the hierarchical and polar schism:
The negative-yin hates sovereignty in others as they cannot manipulate it...shaming is the negative-yins’ main tactic and it doesn't work against strong self-authority..........the negative-yin is dependent-subversive.
The negative-yang hates sovereignty in others as they cannot dominate over someone seated in their self-authority…bullying is the negative-yangs’ main tactic and it doesn't work against strong self-authority..........the negative-yang is usurping-suppressive.
The negative yin and yang are not necessarily evil, but are of a “lower” order of energy and limited awakened perception. Both of these lower adaptive programs stem from helplessness, ignorance, disempowerment and self-hatred. They form the underlying mechanism of the pyramid structure, which can only exist in conditions of the sleep of materialism and lack of spiritual illumination ie:Individuation.

[Francis]

The polar schism does not exist.  The appearance of a schism between poles indicates that dualistic delusion is operative. Yang conquers by force, yin conquers by submission. Sovereignty rules over all that has been conquered. All sovereignty is transient because it is constantly being challenged (yang) and undermined (yin). Sovereignty does not reside in any personage or group but rather in highly effective processes. I seem to be a verb (Fuller).

[Jana]

Schism? ok how about dissonance ie: lack of communication.
Sovereignty is not supremacy, I am talking about being directed from soul rather than the ego-cocoon/painbody.
I just had my first watsu...we fail know the extent of the division and the pain we carry around without the subtle therapies that allow the palpation of that which is hidden behind unconsciousness.
Then you can see just how anaesthetizing brain chemistry produced by the dominant/submissive mode prevents the kind of creative-consciousness that will allow humanity to emerge from material-fascism and wage slavery.

[Francis]

Try this on:

Unity of Creation (UOC) + consciousness = diversity (polarity).     (Equation 1)

The poles are created by consciousness. The UOC is hidden in the unconscious so we need to subvert consciousness with subtle therapies (or somehow) in order to see the hidden connection between the poles. Once accomplished, consciousness can be directed to view either side of the dualistic divide, but only one side at a time.

The schism, dissonance and lack-of-communication are the result of the sovereignty of consciousness and its apparent supremacy over the UOC. This is an arbitrary choice of one authority over another, facilitated by socialization. The big picture of the UOC cannot fit into consciousness. Consciousness can only see half the picture at any one moment. But it can also see the 'other' half if we empty it out and allow the ‘other’ half to fill consciousness instead. I.e. "Love your enemies". In terms of avoiding dualistic delusion and its horrid consequences, this is the only alternative other than abandoning consciousness altogether. A little mystical algebra, subtract consciousness from both sides of equation 1 to get:

Polarity - consciousness = UOC

Polarity + unconscious = UOC

Revolution against consciousness and its concommitant subversion of the UOC results in the mystical marriage of the poles. 

Turn off your mind, relax and float downstream.

[Jana]

I think we need to do some drugs, have some sex and float in blood temperature mineral pools for months to grok it. I think you are saying that the division occurs at the point of transformation of unconscious as it bubbles up to be translated into words. You know some people can develop speech from the right brain, if their left is damaged via stroke.

I think we can arrive at a spaceous unity of consciousness (that I call the quantum mind) which is self aware without verbal thoughtforms. You can get to this via Alpha/Theta and lower brainwave frequencies. It is somewhat of a kin to fetal or infant consciousness, but on a new level. The sense of separation associated with Betawave and the attractions/aversions of the personality are suspended.

It is not "consciousness" that can only look out of one eye at a time...it is egoic consciousness that remains largely dominant through left-brain programming...and that usurpation has to die for the right side to speak in its more subtle language.

The amniotic womb-like experience of Watsu provides a kind of mini die-off—a suspension of the striving/resistance, attraction/aversion of existence. It is probably one of the most profound methods of getting in touch with what you are doing with yourself beyond the normal detailed haze of context. For me it was immense pain of touch/social deprivation and the pain of the separate-self-sense. I felt this chasm of deficiency mostly on my right side, but it was on my left as well. What arose was a grokking about the difference between the production mode of the left-brain (machine) and the process mode of the right-brain (soul). Then I got that I was the conscious receptacle of my mothers pain—or the yin side of the patriarchy. She didn't have the conscious ability to free herself from the pyramid, whereas I at least can clearly observe the mechanisms at play. As the conscious receptacle I can palpate the brain damage done by the dominant/submissive mode and the consequent loss of life and soul. Through not fearing that and desiring a way out of the prison of the pyramid, I can then be a preceptor and developer of a new way.

If we can make the mechanism for the anaesthetization conscious and set up a daily practice for building the core-self and integrating the hemispheres...then are doing the work of healing the karma of millions of years of division. Through the Inner Marriage we are terraforming the hardware of a new species...which is non other than the Whole human we have been running from from the dawn of humanity. Thus slowly do we grow up from our pain.

http://bicameral.multiply.com/  —David Linton, The Bicameral Research Sound & Projection System

The Schism is a War of Internal Worlds
Language is necessary for subjective consciousness or higher forms of thought…that is for conscious cognition, thinking, introspection, or self awareness. In The Origin of Consciousness in the Breakdown of the Bicameral Mind, Julian Jaynes proposed that human brains existed in a bicameral state until as recently as 3000 years ago.  Jaynes inferred that the "voices," came from the right brain counterparts of the left brain language centres—specifically, the counterparts to Wernicke's area and Broca's area. These regions are somewhat dormant in the right brains of most modern humans, but Jaynes noted that some studies show that auditory hallucinations correspond to increased activity in these areas of the brain. Thus the Logos, was assumed to be a type of guiding voice that was heard as if from a seemingly external source.

Self-awareness, or consciousness, was the culturally evolved solution to the more flexiblity and creativity needed to adapt to unexpected situations and stresses of increasingly complex societies. Leftovers of the bicameral mind today, according to Jaynes, include religion, hypnosis, possession, schizophrenia and the general sense of need for external authority in decision-making.

Roger Sperry won the Nobel Prize in 1981 for discovering the predominance of the left hemisphere over the silent right cerebral hemisphere. The activities of the left-brain are predominantly occupied with numbers and words, while the right with such activities as music, poetry, the arts, colors and abstruse thinking.

As we turn our attention to the brain we find the left-brain resists the intuitive hunch that emanates from the right brain because it is not founded on facts. The right brain resists the left-brain because there is little display of sensitivity. It is a war within each of us and between us that has been wages since the dawn of man.” Six Silent Killers, By James R. Fisher

Muses, Madmen, and Prophets: Rethinking the History, Science, and Meaning of Auditory Hallucination by Daniel Smith

[Francis]

Sister, you're preaching to the choir. Except that my skin puckers up after too long in the bath...

We can arrive at a spacious unity of consciousness (quantum mind) which is self aware without verbal thoughtforms.

Going one step further, is it also possible that the verbal thoughforms are the primary obstacles or veils blocking the experience of the quantum mind?

The division occurs at the point of transformation of unconscious as it bubbles up to be translated into words.

Once we engage the "hard eyes" in the Leonardian sense, we hand over the energy of the experience to the left brain and hang most of it on one of the horns of a dualistic pair, ignoring the counterpart. Consciousness is primarily a filter. In an effort to avoid the crippling effects of antitheticals, the left brain tosses out half the story. Hyperfine slivers of Reality are shaved off and magnified to fill the entire conscious panorama, creating an apparently complete small-r reality and obscuring the bigger picture.

Through not fearing that and desiring a way out of the prison of the pyramid, I can then be a preceptor and developer of a new way.

If we can make the mechanism for the anesthetization conscious and set up a daily practice for building the core-self and integrating the hemispheres...then are doing the work of healing the karma of millions of years of division. Through the Inner Marriage we are terraforming the hardware of a new species...which is non other than the Whole human we have been running from from the dawn of humanity. Thus slowly do we grow up from our pain.

Pain is a great motivator, perhaps the only antidote to the paralysis of fear. But perhaps both pain and fear are largely unnecessary. The mechanism of socialized consciousness is exactly the mechanism of anesthetization. anesthetization has the problem of requiring more and more anaesthesia to keep the pain away. The medical term is "tolerance" The pain keeps trying to sneak past the anesthetized nerves and there are not enough drugs in the world to keep it away forever. Though it might be fun to test the idea...

It's easier to criticize than to propose something better. I admire you for trying to do both. It really is inspiring.

[jimtzu]

We can arrive at a spacious unity of consciousness (quantum mind) which is self aware without verbal thoughtforms.

Going one step further, is it also possible that the verbal thoughforms are the primary obstacles or veils blocking the experience of the quantum mind?

The division occurs at the point of transformation of unconscious as it bubbles up to be translated into words.

Once we engage the "hard eyes" in the Leonardian sense, we hand over the energy of the experience to the left brain and hang most of it on one of the horns of a dualistic pair, ignoring the counterpart. Consciousness is primarily a filter. In an effort to avoid the crippling effects of antitheticals, the left brain tosses out half the story. Hyperfine slivers of Reality are shaved off and magnified to fill the entire conscious panorama, creating an apparently complete small-r reality and obscuring the bigger picture.

nodding my head to both comments.  (isn't it ironic that there is no way of expressing that without words?..... or is there...... )

[Francis]

Yes, ironic. I'm fighting fire with fire. Words are the handmaidens of delusion. Words always delude as much or more than they enlighten. A double-edged sword, as it were. The word is the original artifice and the first layer of mental abstaction separating us from our feelings and our environment. Like a kind of judo, I'm using the primary agents of delusion in an attempt to vanquish delusion. At least that's the goal. Thanks for the encouragement.