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[Jana]

HARMONY OF THE JANUS
The Sacred Marriage of the Inner and the Outer

The potential to know is so much larger in the field of not knowing.

Fundamentally...in understanding how to get to the Mystic Civilization from here we must not miss the point that unity is achieved via differentiation and individuation...through an embrace of uniqueness and singularity...via the LOVE of the Self which then becomes the senses for loving the ALL. Thus we achieve unity, togetherness, brotherhood and Earthmanship through sovereignty…ie: spiritual integration of body-mind-soul with cosmos. If we establish relationship prior to initiating the sovereign umbilical all we have is various forms of infantile, codependent enmeshment that creates nothing but regression, confusion and disease...because it lacks cosmic order and integrity...being undifferentiated and unorganized...it is a stew of mere potential, without autopoeitic divine informational structure.

When born to unsovereign parents, in a presovereign (master/slave) culture we remain influenced by outer authority, especially when it is pathological, for this reverts us further into helpless or aggressive hind-brain modes. Until we cultivate a trans-anthropogenic and transcendental relationship to the universe through inner sovereignty practice we cannot rise above the prostitutional gravity of material culture itself, to become a unique individual with a self-chosen destiny.

When we simply dismiss the  catastrophobic myth of 2012 as fear porn we miss the opportunity to contemplate slate cleaning, oblivion, purposelessness, death, loss of attachment, giving up, letting go, loss of the known...and the consequent rebirth of the new. I feel it is useful to address the complete loss of everything in determining that which we authentically want in our lives...and thereby find out who we ARE, rather than this compromised, compensatory being that developed almost like a scab on the wound of one’s existence. If they don't become an indulgence in themselves, meditating on end of the world scenarios are useful to die to that which no longer serves us...and to figure out the most important thing...what we are doing here? The myth of the apocalypse is the Kali or deconstructive side of the creative equation.

“Expectation, pre-conception and prior-determination could be lumped together as the work of the imaginative mind projecting into the future. They have great value under normal conditions of living but not in love and venturing into unknown spirituality.” Satya

The turning the senses predominantly toward the outer world is an addiction, in that even when we suddenly find some new phenomena on the inside, we immediately get the sense of wanting to share it or teach it to others. This is in itself a beautiful impulse, but when we are so preoccupied on being a human conduit rather than a human Being we miss the "depth" dimension of our Self almost entirely...so focused are we on “doing and serving” rather than “Being” due to the rejection and abandonment of our inner nature. And yet there are ten times the nerve signals going FROM the brain than there are signals going TO it. Hence the potential for the impact of belief and attitude over our felt-experience of the world, and the consequent emotional leverage we have to create via deliberate neuro-encoding. It is now time to achieve a balance of the Janus...the INNER and the OUTER human and so bring greater quality, meaning and depth dimension to our lives.

Now, how do we create from the INNER SOVEREIGN CONNECTION rather than merely living from karmic body-memory, expectation, pre-conception, “isms” conditioning and prior-determination that gets in the road of the larger reality? We must first let go of outcome to be in tune with spontaneous happenstance, and make a connection with the OUTER via a peaceful, positive will and openness to the INNER. Only through the beneficent inner connection of Presence can we make love to the outer. Establishing this inner connection is both the rudder (intuition) and the sails (spontaneity) of our ship of Self. All that stands in the way of the Self fully experienced, the Self fully lived and the Self fully expressed must be worked through to establish the 360° Janus of the eternal Being…the superluminal Universe lived through the individual. Thus it is a detoxification, a purity and rarefaction that we are seeking in our desire to fully arrive into our lives.

In order to create from the livingness of the sovereign umbilical we must love ourself more than the world is capable of doing, and so love the world unanimously, one-animously, uni-animously. That is love self AS world, and world as Self. The need for outer direction and outer confirmation…the waiting for love from outside us…kills the living truth of our Eternal Being Now! We learn to believe in our Self by removing all that is not the living truth of our Eternal Being Now! To undo the separation and paranoia involved in self-reflexive awareness when the Janus is off kilter it is necessary to open the sphincter at the base of the brain, thereby allowing the heart to rise up and take command of the brain in the full flood of sovereign illumination. This is the beneficent inner connection of Presence – the inner fount of Being. Only through the Heart initiated brain do we have confidence and belief in our Self…for only then are we Real. By allowing the Heart to gain prominence as the dominant organ by letting go of the core contraction against Being…everything that does not serve the highest calling of our sovereign purpose is washed away.

We cannot live by left-brain associations and calculations alone, for the growing edge of our humanity is in the reception to the mystery of the unknown and unknowable. The initiated Heartmind integrates the brain hemispheres, the Triune Brain, the Meme Spiral (chakras), the conscious and the unconscious, and the inner and the outer, which allows for the unwinding of the fascia meridian light-body (merkaba) by which seamless biological faith is possible. Through a full bodied biological faith we overcome the core contraction of separation to incarnate the sovereign state of our Eternal Being Now! To fully access our superluminal lightbody we must dissolve the pupae of our former structure. As we unwind we encounter the sublime sinking into the innards that is exquisitely poignant, portentous, and drenched in the sweetness, love and gratitude of homecoming.

Intent, in-tension, in-tending...the very tone of our consciousness structures the in-formation of the geometry of our hydrogen bonds in the living-water of our body...which in turn determines the expression of our DNA and the hologram of our physical structure. When we are openly not-knowing we are receptive to novel messages and new in-formation which allows for growth rather than mere habitual repetition. Reception allows a “higher” trans-conditioned template to descend. Just as life is helical and DNA is shaped in a double helix...so too does hexagonal structured water support living processes. When we act from "reception" rather than the “control” of presupposition we allow the biophotonic light to naturally in-tend along a helicoid curve through the fiber optical cables of our collagen fibers, micotubules and mitotic spindle fibers during cell division.

Love (Phi) allows maximum efficiency in the flow of information through the quantum, electromagnetic grid that forms the antennae to the various the multi-dimensional scales by which we attain our senses, sentience and sensibility. Our thought, emotion and feeling acts electromagnetically and on the quantum level to change the bonding and structure of our body's living-water...and thereby determining our physical form and experience. Robin Kelly MD who wrote "The Human Hologram" points out that 70% of our cells consists of connective tissue cytoskeleton that connects to the web of connective tissue that comprises our physical structure. This connective tissue is a branching web of fiber optic cable made of collagen based on the keystone of silicon—through this branched web information encoded in biophotons is conveyed to the furtherest tips of the web which delve right into the mitotic spindle fibers and into the quantum processing microtubules of the cell...the foundation of consciousness itself (according to Hameroff and Penrose). Thus we see there is no separation between thought, intent, form and function.

That comes from a dream I had years ago about jumping out of a plane and flying down using postal envelopes (information) to glide through coconut trees (hexagonal water) down to crystal rock pools (silicon/minerals/water). It is in the "leap" of consciousness that lifeforce (Phi) resides.

[Jane]

Thank you Jana for this.  It is such an incredible journey of light meeting eye, taste meeting tongue, hair meeting wind.....especially when we are invited as every turn down the memory tubules from which we continually re-emerged out of time, and the imagination tubules into which we continually re-immerse into time.....it is just this slim moment, so fleeting and impermanent, so precious. I am suddenly reminded of Leonard Cohen's song, Alexandra Leaving.... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mZjGUSVdrZ8

[Jana]

Thanks Jane, the sovereignty thing is coming together so incredibly, I wish I had inperson people to share it will, as the spiritual load on this little lump of flesh is tough...I have some good sov. buddies on FB tho.

SELF-RELIANCE

"When you blame others, you give up your power to change." - Dr Robert Anthony

The Dalai Lama points out the connection between suffering and afflictive emotions, the "enemy within". The real enemy is always within, not without. Reunciation of suffering and afflictive emotions requires harnessing positive emotion and rational or logical intent and stilling the organism to receive cosmic in-formation. Life presents us with the opportunity for unpacking and expressing thoughtforms. Sovereignty is an inside job...we can only ever work on our own cosmic uplink. The more sovereign we become the more transparent, flexible, expansive, nebulous, differentiated, unique and refined. “Being the entire universe,” there is nothing to defend.

Due to the misunderstanding of “intent” it is somewhat futile "helping, fixing, saving, serving" people who are still fiercely embedded in the consensus reality of the Borg. For the freedom and license you offer them is seen as a threat, and they can only see you at their level. Unfortunately the commodification of everything in the human world has hardened people to the idea of a "spiritual" rather than "commercial" interaction. Sovereignty is nothing if it is not self-initiated. If healers, spiritual teachers and psychics were true to their profession they would not act as surrogates, but actually educate their clients towards becoming entirely self-responsible for their own health, spirituality and psychic lives. Those with their wiring majorly focused on the outer world will expect their salvation to arrive from the outer domain.

The way this commodified economy is set up to treat people as children...creates a false reality of "external help" which is terminally preventing the maturation and liberation of the human species. Rendering everything under the sun to a cheap commercial exchange. Those still looking for external solutions will not reach the next level of lucidity and clarity within this "service" world...especially regarding the fact that their addictions will prevent the deep integration of mind-body-soul necessary for exploration of the psychic global-gnostic level. The Gordian knot tying Borg reality together is the fact that we cannot overcome our addictions until attaining sovereignty, and we cannot attain sovereignty until overcoming our addictions.

The second book in the Awakening Sovereignty series will have quite a bit of the sociology of awakening within a fallen culture that tries to tear you down, and how to go about Dharma, service, creativity and contribution in such a hostile environment. A peer group is essential unless you have a genius level constitution for tolerance, patience and fortitude. You will be attacked on all sides if you openly declare yourself an original gnostic, for this is heretical in a follow-the-leader paradigm.

We are on the dawn of the age of point-of-use energy generation...but still concerned about the Grid going down and being unable to plug into the collective energy source. There is a metaphor there for individual sovereignty, verses religious hysterical indoctrination. The energy levels are sustainable only when each individual is plugged into the cosmos...not into the collective energy grid. Zeropoint sourced energy...within our lifetime!

Self-realized, or self-retarded...it's your choice.

[Jana]

Intra-Stellar Contact
"I was in an hour long Mitochondria Meditation session.  I had non-stop jumps.  I am so excited with my initial contact.  In my session, I was completely naked and I was floating in the Universe.  I felt the beauty of my body.  I felt the breeze, the moon light, I landed on the moon and fooled around with rocks and looked down at the earth... When I visualized the cells and sent lights to the mitochondria, all the body/mind armor are disintegrated.  I no longer need the usual stuff to protect me!!!!!!!!!!  I am at the quantum level, I am with the Universe. The prohibition of Eros is being blasted away by my lighted mitochondria.

During my mitochondria meditation with hands and feet connected last night, as soon as I sent light to my core mitochondria, my hands felt numb, then they started to beat with a distinct rhythm.  The palms and all the fingers were beating with a pattern.  The beating soon synced up with the beating of my brainstem.  My hands were heavy and magnetic as if they are drawing blood/prana from my body....I had to get up @4am to walk because the energy was busting me out of bed... Now I know the meaning of  "cash crop of bio energy".  Its infinite supply is within us....” Debbie M

Emptiness is 360° light
The merkaba is an antigravity starship


THE INNER ARTS II
Sovereignty Practices for the Inner Cosmonaut
“Now I realize the value of social engineering/peace loving you talked about.  Once the Inner Arts get in the mainstream, the human species will collectively get more bio-energy and wisdom, hence less opportunity for oppression/war/poverty... it's a big dream... The Borg will fight till the end to stop inner arts.” Debbie M.
The more you do the Inner Arts the less socio-economic, status and relationship stress will pull you out of coherent alignment and the less you will be vulnerable to addictions that disrupt your biology and make it impossible to gain a strong, focused presence in the body. When our biochemistry is stabilized, holding our own and steering our own course becomes automatic—thereby contributing to the grand synthesis of body-mind-soul, whereby “timing and synchronicity” reach magical-daemonic proportions and we really start to live the sovereign life. By exorcising the dualistic, conditioned, reactive dominance out of the bodymind with the Inner Arts, we build up the compassionate, embracing, executive capacity and the push-pull of the inner division is dissolved. And thus we begin to operate in an integrated fashion as our own Guru and lover—our own sovereign. This sympathetic resonance and synthesis is geometrically progressive, bringing greater depth, meaning, interest, purpose and faculty to our lives. That is we become truly enchanted beings.
Raising our energy frequency beyond reactive mind towards creative mind constitutes the beginning of the spiritual life. In the essay… Lecture 31: Mind - Reactive and Creative by Urgyen Sangharakshita he says that when we are slaves of the reactive mind we are not really “human” we are just humanoid.
http://docs.google.com/viewer?a=v&q=cache:0VMR6gaQlE8J:www.freebuddhistaudio.com/texts/lecturetexts/031_Mind_Reactive_and_Creative.pdf+dualistic,+conditioned,+reactive&hl=en&gl=us&pid=bl&srcid=ADGEESilZbu6qGHMITPnKz6M_IQAB_qPD-qBGRPhMcGAtSMGLoGfwLrzcaCXwc6g6-o9oV_y1I1wS3IAEZyF81zPGcqmk8bfNgZezkenWlO6KCsny72Mv37GnFYtS_tszh3TnkTfilNH&sig=AHIEtbQytXU_KvDnjqHe2izyo2k5H809kA
 
Mito meditation on my blog http://jana-sovereignstate.blogspot.com/

[Francis]

Fundamentally...in understanding how to get to the Mystic Civilization from here we must not miss the point that unity is achieved via differentiation and individuation...through an embrace of uniqueness and singularity...via the LOVE of the Self which then becomes the senses for loving the ALL. Thus we achieve unity, togetherness, brotherhood and Earthmanship through sovereignty…ie: spiritual integration of body-mind-soul with cosmos. If we establish relationship prior to initiating the sovereign umbilical all we have is various forms of infantile, codependent enmeshment that creates nothing but regression, confusion and disease...because it lacks cosmic order and integrity...being undifferentiated and unorganized...it is a stew of mere potential, without autopoeitic divine informational structure.

Hmm, the worship of structure? Sounds like just another head trip to me. I’m inclined to believe that cosmic order and integrity are merely arbitrary projections of the rational/analytical mind. There’s a euphoria that comes from witnessing a compelling structure, i.e., the aesthetic experience of beauty. This somehow trips the pleasure circuit and we get hooked on the rush. Herein lies a primary link between rationalism and emotion. It's just a dumb reflection/projection; a ghost.

"One evening, I pulled Beauty down on my knees. I found her embittered and I cursed her ~ Rimbaud


"After arranging the world in a most beautiful and enlightened manner, the scholar goes back home at five o'clock in the afternoon in order to forget his beautiful arrangement. ~ Castaneda

[henry]

"words words words". the valuable written instruction of the past 35 years is over . Wilber has fizzled and and Andrew Cohen has ceased publication of his good magazine. Now we need Models and Exemplars. Time to show up ...."Don't talk of Love...Show me" ~Eliza Doolittle

[Jana]

If people can't feel your love...then you need words.
Setting up a grand project within a Borg hardened world is neigh'on impossible. Yet I am going to do it anyway...with people
I find through my words...the beauty of packaging the gift of sovereignty within words is that, for those who are willing to read
and do the "play"...they are gifted with themselves, and all I need do is publish books. Those into anti-intellectualism, no-mind etc... will have to find their own way, and I don't have to worry about them...its brilliant.

[Jana]

Hey...I just bought a wedding ring on ebay, just a cheap one, but if it works I might invest in a substantial piece.
I want to be able to converse with men as a friend without them thinking I am "after" them, I also want to avoid
male attention, as those men who are on the loose are invariably fucked up, and I do not even want to spend the
energy rejecting men anymore. I'll tell you how it goes and if it is an effective strategy. Once this is done I will think
about how else to change my game plan to move faster and become more alive without being messed around by Borg
energies.

[Lawrence]

... Hey pal. As always, I try and follow most of those unique links you so graciously provide for us. I was checking out one of Neil Kramer's links, and I came across some sort of 'experiential' outdoor seminar he seems to be putting on over here in my neck of the woods, sometime towards the end of September. Is this something I might find resonance with, or might it just simply be another guru admiration festival? I am surrounded asses-to-elbows with Obamabot worshipers and I think I would just go into a deep, deep funk if I found myself surrounded by a spiritual version of this same secular, political illness...
... Truth be told however, I have to say -I do believe I just might be a sucker for the phrase 'experiential experience' itself, and that may be why I feel this particular impulse to experientially... explore... this experiential possibility... 
... Any sage advice on your part would be greatly appreciated... 

... yer pal...

... Lawrence...

http://neilkramer.com/events

http://neilkramer.com/events

[Jana]

Hi Law, yep Neil K is the real thing, one of the most sane individuals on the planet right now, and there are very few indeed. listen to him on his website and redicecreations.com
While he may not offer the creative edge of say a McKenna...all this thinking cannot be faulted, he is def. at the edge of the curve
along with Henrick of redice itself...he will be very centering and sobering, gentling.

Don't expect as much  from his followers thou...people in the US are still deeply mythic and mainly bonkers...grasp the meme-sign fast so you know how to deal with them...make them prove their right to be your friend. I just got burnt real bad by someone I thought was approaching my level only to find him back in the 16th century...I should have known by the smoking. It just takes "extra" communication to be understood by people not at your meme level. You do have to literally treat them like children...I'll never be able to learn this cause my equity drive is so strong...still makes for great writing...these bitter lessons.
You simply MUST FIND  peers for the next years transition...living peers in the flesh...BTW you should come join me on FB, I don't have any peers in the flesh myself...the mad house gets madder everyday, but I think I will change my room in the asylum or at least rearrange the furniture.

Sov, writing coming along great guns.

[Jana]

Excellent intro rap followed by awesome interview...http://www.aeonbytegnosticradio.com/  —Understanding Gnosticism with Timothy Freke
Lucid Living: A Book You Can Read in One Hour That Will Turn Your World Inside Out by Timothy Freke

[Jana]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1NmmV3ABLPM&feature=player_embedded#!

[Jane]

Jana, Did you read the Jed McKenna books?  I am reading 'spiritual warfare' right now... I've had it for a while but the other ones turned me off ....  this book is, however, some kinda description of sovereignity from the inside.  (I wish I could remember how to spell sovereignity on a regular basis). I have not finished it yet though, but the one thing that strikes me is a lack of involvement with and attachment to other people and to 'having stuff'.  I think prior to his integration he must have managed to have some modicum of financial freedom....... this translates into not seeking the delight that others can embody, or that can arise in relationships, or the solidity or security of a home base or family, or owning a pile of things.  Ya just sort of live life in a curious way, seeing what unfolds in the ever-present moment and not resisting it.   I guess Byron Katie is embodying this too..... I wonder what a world of people embodying this would look like.  Where would the 'stuff' come from, to eat and wear and sleep on or write on?  Who would work in the manufacturing industry if we were all mosying around BEING all the time with little regard to doing?    I am personally getting very heavily into the BEING aspect.... but I am still conscious of the little hands somewhere that made this computer, and the system that has allowed for my abundance such as it is...... What do you think our communities would look like?  What stuff would get to stay and what would be come impossible because it lost its production line? 
Jane

[Jana]

I haven't fleshed out what the mystic culture would look like...other than to know what it is not, and from my Transrational Vision of Solaris...http://myfacilitate.net/jana/Solaris.htm

As you know it is stage progression, we first have to leave the culture of industrial obsoletism and disposability behind...the cities, buildings and houses will be built out of manmade solar collecting stone to last thousands of years. We know that once the broken human has been put back together again all the lower motivations will be undone (slavish, obsequious, fawning, groveling, climbing, cringing, sycophantic, for profit, for pay, acquisitive, grasping, avaricious, covetous). Once power is acquired from "within" materialism will lose its intoxicating toxic hold over our minds, hearts and time.

I do know how to simulate an advanced culture within our lifetime. It will require billions of dollars to do so, but if a ecovillage was established in which transactions within the community were based on love-fairness-energy rather than money, and where members were encouraged to follow their Muse...while creating high art, high technology and high media for "sale" to the external world..then this would at least serve as  training ground for the mystic civilization a thousand years in the future. This at least is what I am going to attempt in New Zealand.

I am back engineering the mystic civilization from the Solaris vision I had in 1997.

.  Detoxification is the first order of serious business when attempting to evolve the sovereign connection, for we have to remove all that is not the Self. All one needs is to believe in the Power of the Self.

Confined within the great disconnect and devitalization of industrial Borg culture, the loss of ATP leads to the broken, domesticated and compartmentalized human. A species of obedient, sycophantic followers severed from cosmic self-knowledge and with no map on how to get home. When we are not a whole HUman operating from the whole-brain perspective, then we have to “believe” in some externally acquired doctrine or goal in order to justify our existence and be motivated. The container of industrialized culture retards and confounds the emergence and evolution of the whole HUman. The whole HUman is sane, visionary, psychic, universally moral and creative…because they are supersensorally empathetic with the All. On the other hand industrialized humans are like crabs in a bucket, trying to gain power and energy by struggling to the top of the pile of crabs, while the infinite universe of energy, mystery, knowledge and awe lies outside of the confining bucket of normalization and herd-mentality.

There are no two ways about it, when we are exo-determined and derive our destiny externally we are “lost.” Adrift, we are moved by the currents of the ocean of culture without a rudder (intuition) or sails (spontaneity). With our pilot asleep and headlights dimmed the natural inner hierarchy of consciousness is scrambled and the organism cannot pull itself together into a cohesive, coherent whole in order to move forward towards an inner derived vision or goal. Most of modern consumer culture is set up to cater to and succor this loss of Presence, lack of inner-knowing, crippled self-esteem and forfeited self-reliance. Dispossessed we are thus composed of bandages covering the wounds of our lost humanity. With our psychic and visionary capacities unrealized the outer world distracts us and dictates our experience and exhorts our sense of self.

On realizing the pain of our loss of Humanity we are beginning to facilitate the integrative process of whole-brain awakening. As we awaken senses, skills and perceptive abilities beyond the socialized norm we may experience a spiritual emergency or psychotic break—until the right-brain, emotional brain, psychic and visionary capacities are integrated. There may be a collective historical period in which our archetypal pantheon of the gods and shadow triggers are exaggerated as our reptilian and limbic systems are purged. By gaining a species or global perspective of the evolutionary process of our collective sociobiology we can prevent unnecessary confusion, violence, backlash and resistance to our unfolding. Our societal level of addiction plus the unquestioned adherence to traditional religions, conservatism, anti-intellectualism and the New Age are retarding the speed of the transmutation of the species to the sovereign state by perpetuating delusion, superstition and false refuge.

[Jane]

Jana, Thanks for your vision reference.  I think I read it before.  My son is studying electrical engineering and I will direct him to your site and get him to ponder on the building materials.  He is into this sort of thing.
I love your vision of the permaculture fruits and veggies growing in the surrounding areas.  This would be a challenge here in Labrador during the winter for sure, when all is white and frozen.  In spite of being mostly a raw foodie, I eat wild animals sometimes, bears and caribou and moose and partridges and fish..... Still, it is such an exciting project to envision what all this looks like REALLY....and it seem woeful how tepid we are as a collective in getting on with the redesigning aspects.  Municipal design, including a major revision of how cities function and what the optimal size is order.  I also love the 'no money' part. 
I am sensing the collapse coming in a felt and unstoppable way some time pretty soon.  I have been marginally involved with: http://www.transitionnetwork.org/ which is working on the project..... but very few people in my community seem to have any sense of alarm or peril or need to transition..... I am hoping the collapse economically happens before the beautiful Churchill River gets dammed......and our eco-system is devastated here.  sigh.
Jane